Shane

I got a comment from 'Duo' (Matt or Dan, I don't know which) saying what about the poz deaf guy I mentioned some way back and promised to tell you about.

His name is Shane. He's taller than me. In his 40s. Lean, muscles.

First time we hooked up was at the tubs. I was in a cubicle. I'd just had a not so great fuck from a guy I now can't remember. I was just lying there, the door was unlocked. He opened the door, came in and started playing with my arse. I figured he was poz. He had that look. I don't know if it's the virus or the meds. But when he dropped his towel I could also see that he had a big hard dick.

Well you know me. I said I wanted him to fuck me raw. I told him not to come inside me. So I put my legs in the air and he fucked me. It's quite a few months ago so my memory is hazy but I remember it was a really good fuck. He stayed really hard (a lot of guys don't) plus he could push deep enough to hurt me - which makes for an intense sensation.

The next time we hooked up on line and I went to his flat. It was a warm summer's day. He wanted to get fisted so I obliged. We had a long session. I opened him up and played with his hole this way and that way. Later he fucked me in the shower. I can't have had any grease inside me because I remember the unusual sensation of a spit fuck without lube, almost as if his dick was squeaking as he moved it in and out. In between times I remember just stroking and cuddling. He loved being touched. He talked away the whole time. I couldn't understand much: he's deaf and I can't lip read or follow sign language. But I guess you can communicate a lot with touch.

We hadn't hooked up for many months. I had been travelling and he had shattered his knee in an accident. I got in touch on Saturday and went round to his place. His leg is still healing but he wanted some action. First up I fisted him again. Had him doggy style then on his back then on his knees until he blew his wad. I got him to try fisting me. First time I couldn't loosen up enough. We took a break and I fisted him again. I still wanted to feel him inside me. We tried again. This time he got his hand all the way in. Yes! I got him to stay there for a few minutes while I fucked myself on his hand. Afterwards I gave him a long massage and then he did me. There's something about the touch of a man's hands.

I didn't get to sit on his dick. Maybe next time.

Samoan

i texted my Samoan fuck bud this afternoon to see if he wanted to sit on my face. Come on over he said. I hadn't seen him for a while. He looked good: a new beard, a black wifebeater and a beanie. And he was already all horned up.

He got me to kneel on the bed so he could look at my hole while he jerked himself. Then he moved me to the arm of the sofa: he wanted my arse up higher. He rubbered up - first time we haven't done it raw. It was painful as he pushed his dick in: I was still sore from getting fisted last night. But it was a good hurt. We fucked on the sofa for a few minutes. Then it was back to the bed. Then he sat on the sofa and had me sit facing him and slide down on his dick while playing with his nipples. He fucked his dick up into me while he watched my face.

Then it was back to the bed with me on my back as he pounded down into me. His dick swelled and hardened as I kept working his nipples. He got up higher and put more of his weight onto me each time he pushed down. His dick was going in deeper and harder until he blew.

He wanted to see me get off. I told him to empty the rubber over my face or into my arsehole. He knelt behind me and empited the condom into my mouth as I jerked himself. I pushed my head back and up so I could get at his arsehole. The taste of his arse mixed with his spunk over my face tipped me over and I blew all over my belly.

We talked as he had a smoke. He wasnted to know about me getting fisted the night before. Turns out he's been watching every fisting video he can find on x-tube and he's been wanting to give it a go. I said we could try but warned him I was still sore from last night. All he had for lube was coconut oil which in today's temperature was mostly solid. He pushed a few pieces into my hole and followed with his fingers while I took a few hits of amyl. He eventually got in as far as the knuckle but I was finding it hard to relax my hole enough to let him go deeper. Even so he was like a kid that's found the candy store: my hole normally is small and tight and he found it amazing how far he was able to stretch me. We'll try again next weekend. He wants to try taking it as well so that could get interesting. Meanwhile I need to find out why he's gone back to fucking with a rubber - I'd been hoping to come home with my arse full of jizz.

Taking and giving

A couple of readers liked my last post describing what it was like to take a beating. That's good. For me it meant testing some boundaries and finding some interesting things about the body and the mind. Which I guess is one of the reasons we blog.

In the same spirit ... check out the latest post from The Breeder. I've only ever once managed to take a fist (not for want of trying) but this post has left me hungry for more. You couldn't ask for a better story of what a fist can mean for top and bottom.

Beating

Well I've told you about Friday evening. But I had other plans for later. I'd been exchanging messages with a guy who wanted to beat me. I'd had a couple of mild spankings over the years. But this guy didn't do vanilla: if he was going to beat me it was going to be the real thing. Whew. I decided I was game for it. Anything once, I guess. We arranged to meet at the club about midnight.

We had a long talk before we got under way. I was nervous but figured it was now or never. I confirmed I knew what I was letting myself in for. It wasn't going to be slaps and taps. I was looking for someone to take me to my limits, and then some. There would be no safe word. And I would be tied down.

He took a while to organise the room and then came out to bring me in. He had me strip and bend over the bench before shackling my wrists and ankles and strapping my thighs to the legs. Then it began.

He started with his hands. I hadn't imagined that bare hands could hurt that much. That was just the start. He had brought all his toys. He used a flogger next. I guess he knew he could use that on my back and legs without leaving bruises.

The bruising started with the next toy. He had several wooden paddles. I couldn't see which one he was using but it felt like being hit with a wooden plank. It hurt like fuck even though he only gave me half a dozen strokes first time.

Beyond that the sequence blurs. He would beat me for a couple of minutes at a time, mostly unhurried strokes, then pause, check the damage to my arse, sometimes stroke my head or my back to reassure me before getting back into it. He would push poppers under my nose when he was going to use the paddle or the big strap.

What I had feared most was the cane. I was right to be afraid. He had brought several with him and he didn't hold back. He was very accurate: he was able to place his strokes anywhere from the top of my butt to the join at the top of the thighs. I think he gave me half a dozen strokes at a time, though I can remember one point later in the session when he was started lashing me harder and faster. I was writhing and yelling.

From what I could work out later we must have gone about two hours altogether. He stripped down at the start and wore just a jock the whole time. Between beating me he would often squat down and play with himself - he obviously found it all a real turn-on. And if you want to know whether all of this made me horny the answer is no - i didn't get a hard-on at all.

A week later I still have bruises all over my arse. From the bottom of my back to the top of my thighs he didn't leave any place untouched. I took some photos in the mirror the morning after and I could see that he had even got right into my arse crack - everything except my hole was red and swollen.

My mind is still buzzing from the whole experience. I was a bit shaky when it ended, took a while to regain my composure. The strange thing is that I've come out of it a bit dissatisfied: I had expected to be pushed beyond my limit, lose control, end up a complete emotional wreck. Yet through it all I was able to force myself to push my butt up to take each stroke. I remember making a lot of noise, especially when he really started laying it on after the first half hour: a guy I met when I was walking around the club afterwards said he had found it a huge turn-on looking through the port-hole at what was happening, and hearing me yelling. The guy who beat me said he eventually stopped because the thought he would start to do real damage if he kept going.

If I do it again I think I would be looking for a full-on punishment beating. Yet the idea of that sends a chill down my back. We'll see.

Friday

Had a bit of fun Friday night. Went out for a run late afternoon and checked out the bog in the gardens. It was buzzing. First up I blew a leather guy who was sitting jacking himself in a cubicle. Nice dick, huge balls, good kisser. I sucked him for a while, then we kissed. I told him to slide his dick up my arse. He tried but then got nervous and said not here. He ended up cumming against the wall. I got a taste. Number two was a married suit, Italian looks, 40ish. He just wanted to get blown. He had a big fat uncut dick, stayed real hard the whole time. He was 100% trade: pushed my head back against the wall, fucked my throat real hard for maybe 15 minutes, taking a few pauses to take a hit of poppers. He eventually pushed his dick right down my throat and blew a load. Big turn-on, only problem is that when a guy comes down your throat like that you don't really get to taste it. He zipped up, patted my arse and left with a big smirk on his face. Hot.

A little later there was a scene with about five guys. There was a short muscle guy, mediterranean looks, face with that look that some poz guys get on meds, XXL size dick. There was a young white guy, bit of a gut, not pretty but big uncut dick, real hard. Then there was the cyclist: 30ish, in lycra, faggy looks. And a couple of other spectators. The first two guys starting getting it on, just standing in front of the urinal. Risky and extra hot because of that. The cyclist pulled his dick out too and joined in - they were jacking each other then sucking each other. I pulled the cyclist's pants down and slid a wet finger up his arse. I think he wanted to get fucked by the muscle guy but didn't get what he wanted. Eventually cyclist blew a load while muscle guy and young white guy went into a cubicle to have some private fun. Leaving me frustrated ...

I continued with my run and decided to check for earlybird action at the club. I got hit on pretty much straightaway by a guy with unusual looks. Turned out he was Portugese-Chinese. He was short and muscled. We went into a room and started making out. It soon became obvious he wanted his arse filled. He lay back on the squab and put his legs in the air. I ate him out, enjoying the feel of his muscled arse and the taste of his hole. He moaned quietly as I pushed my dick into him. He had a nice little butt and his hole was really tight. Yumm. I moved in and out of him slowly, just enjoying the sensation, making out and sucking poppers in between times.

We played for maybe two hours. We paused halfway through to share half a joint and chat. He was poz, said he was undetectable. I said I would like his load in my arse. And I wanted to put my load in him and then get him to shit it into my mouth and snowball. We fucked again for a while, taking turns to top, then smoked the other half of the joint. We snowballed most of it. Hot.

He had been fucking me for a while when he pulled out, moaned and said he was cumming. He explained later that he sometimes found it hard not to cum when he was topping. I pulled him down on top of me, wrapped my arms around him and kissed as his dick kept pulsing on my belly.

He said he wasn't really up to getting fucked after coming. We made out for a while then I started sucking his dick before lifting his legs and rimming him some more. Oh yes. This slut was still fuckable. I got him on his knees and fucked him doggy style, but real slow, teasing his hole with the end of my dick. I eventually decided I wanted to put my load in him. I pushed in deep, wrapped my arms around his chest, held him tight and shot inside him. We'll keep in touch: I'd love to get into his arse again.

Park fun

I checked out the park the other night after getting back from the movies. It was quiet when I arrived. Ended up in a strange scene with a couple of guys. One was an old geezer with a crutch (he said he had had a walk-on at the AC/DC gig as the Grim Reaper - he certainly had the right face for it) who had a big fat hard dick. The other was a short guy who had been drinking heavily and was in an aggressive mood. He worked my nipples extra hard and belted my arse then pushed my face down onto old geezer's dick. I got bored after a while. Drunk guy also had a big fat dick but he didn't want anyone sucking it and he wouldn't fuck me.

I wandered up the gully to check for action. I waited a while before anything happened. Ended up with a young guy in a hoodie. He'd just come from a party, he'd had a few. I think it was his first time in the park at night, he was a bit hesitant about the whole thing. But he was all horned up.

The guy wasn't the hottest thing I've ever met up there but he was friendly and enthusiastic. He was big on kissing so we made out for a while. I eventually got his pants down and got a taste of his dick. Average size but hard and uncut. We took turns blowing each other, making out in between. I asked if I could eat his arse. Didn't need to ask twice. A few minutes of that and the guy was getting real excited. I turned round and told him to rub his dick against my crack. Nice. Then sucked him some more. The drunk guy before came along and joined us.

I asked the young guy if he wanted to fuck me. Sure, but he wanted a rubber. Drunk guy handed him one. He fumbled for a few minutes trying to get it on then struggled to get it in. He eventually worked it out. He was so excited it only took a couple of minutes before he was ready to cum. I told him to blow it up my arse or on my arse. He jerked himself and then sprayed a load over my arse. He must have been saving it up - he was still squirting when I got my mouth down onto his dick for a taste. I stood up, licking my lips, turned round and got him to hold me while I jerked off. Yeehaa! Nice.

Around the same time three other guys turned up. I was starting to pull my pants up but the young guy was standing there beside me still all horned up. The first of the new guys unzipped and pulled a fat dick out. I bent over for a taste. He was average length but had a fat knob. Sort of nerdy face but nice skinny body. I dropped my pants again and started sucking. Next to us there was a tall Asian guy who looked like the guy that fucked me in the park last year, the night I took three loads. Plus there was a taller guy, lean gym body, high and tight haircut.

Soon all of them had dropped their pants and we were all were making out and sucking each other's dicks (except mine - takes me a while to get going again after I've cum). It was a hot scene. Soon enough high/tight made it clear he wanted to get his arse fucked. Asian guy - who had a nice dick - was happy to oblige. I carried on sucking skinny guy while also playing with high/tight's nipples and his muscled chest. Skinny guy got pretty excited at all of this and blew a sweet load in my mouth. A minute later Asian guy started moaning and came, followed soon after by high/tight.

In other news: Got myself bred again by FB a few days ago. I've had a few messages from the Samoan but always when I'm fast asleep. And there's a poz guy who's fucked me several times the last few months, interesting story there but it will have to wait for another day.

FB and dragon tattoo

Hadn't heard from FB for a while so I texted him yesterday to see if he was interested in some action. We agreed to hook up today. Same drill as normal: he's not one for chatting so we headed straight upstairs. He was hard as soon as I started nuzzling his briefs. When I pulled his dick out I found he was leaking precum too. He said he hadn't hooked up with anyone for a few weeks.

His dick is long and thick and curves upwards. I wanted to get the full length of him down my throat so I got onto the bed, head backwards, and told him to push in. I had been forgetting just how big he is: he triggered my gag reflex and I started to throw up. I pushed him off, swallowed, got my breath back and then started again a bit more carefully.

With my head underneath him I alternated between sucking his dick and licking his balls and taint. Naturally I wanted to explore further. I pulled him further forward so I could get a taste of his arse. He didn't need any persuading. He got up on the bed himself and knelt over my face to give me better access. Pig heaven. I chewed on his nuts, tongued his arse, chewed his arse lips for around 15 minutes while I jacked myself.

For a change of pace I knelt on the bed and started blowing him while he stood in front of me. I got him to work on my nipples. He took a bit of persuasion to work them hard but once he worked out that twisting my nipples made me pig out on his dick he started to get enthusiastic. Soon I had his dick covered with slobber.

Time for the real thing. I got on my back and helped him line up his dick with my hole. He put just the tip in and went back to twisting my nipples. This guy is a fast learner... Then he slid all the way in while I held my legs back. Yeehaa! He kept changing pace: one minute taking it real slow, pulling all the way out and pushing slowly back in, the next banging me hard, bone against pelvis bone, looking down at my face all the while. He had to stop a few times to stop himself cumming.

We took a pause. I lay on the bed and licked him clean. I think he had cum a little bit - I could taste a bit of spunk as well as arse juices. After 15 minutes of fucking the texture of his dick was different - firmer than when he started. We changed positions: I got on the bed doggy style and we both took a hit of poppers. He started into me standing on the floor, then got on the bed and started working my nipples again from underneath. After minutes of this he as having to stop all the time to avoid cumming. I told him to go for it. He lifted his speed and started banging me hard again. He kept going for a couple of minutes after putting his load into me. It was a big load - he said he hadn't fucked for a few weeks. There was spooge around my arse and balls as well as inside. Finger-lickin good! His flatmate was due back so I didn't stick around.

I was still looking for more action so I headed up the hill with a load in my arse. Didn't have much luck. One guy sucked me for a while but I wasn't really into it. Then I recognised the guy who came along one time when I was getting fucked by the Iraqi. He said he had let the Iraqi fuck him raw one time. We chatted for a while but he didn't seem interested in hooking up.

Half an hour later I came across him down the side of the hill getting blown by an older guy. He beckoned me over, signalling he wanted my poppers. I got down and started blowing him while the older guy went behind him and started rimming. The dude had a nice dick with a fat head on it. With the poppers and all he was getting pretty excited. He stripped his shirt off so he was naked. Nice dragon tattoo over his back. I did the same. He turned around and started sucking the older guy who had a nice dick. Dragon guy was getting pretty excited. I said he was welcome to put another load in my arse but he was already blowing. I got a mouthful from him but that was it.

I thought originally he was basically bottom - one time we had hooked up a few years ago he didn't really get hard when I was trying to blow him. But he said today he doesn't get fucked much. I think it's more that he's really into blowing guys with big hard dicks as well as getting blown himself. I'm not that big and today I wasn't getting hard. I think he also gets a kick out of group sex - he was telling me about a hot foursome he'd had up the hill a few weeks back, and he certainly got right into it that time with the Iraqi. So that might be my best chance of getting action with him in future. He's a hot package.

Meanwhile I'm sitting here with my arse leaking cum but still unable to get off ...

German

I guess I should tell you about the German. A few weeks back a young guy hit me up on a cruising site. Said he was into older men. We chatted then he sent me a pic. He had lots of ink, mainly on his back, and piercings in his face. He said he wanted to get drunk and fuck.

Well that was easy enough. We agreed to meet outside a hamburger joint near the place he was staying. We didn't have a place to go so I said let's go to the park. I had brought a bottle of cheap red with me. He said he was from Cologne but had been here for a few months backpacking around the country.

When we got to the park I took him up the gully. It was unusually dark - no moon at all. But that made the glowworms all the more spectacular. We went up to the top bridge and got into the wine. I had a few mouthfuls. He got through most of the bottle in about twenty minutes. Didn't seem to affect him - he was still chatting away happily, without slurring his words at all.

With the bottle empty I stood in front of him, pulled his head towards me and kissed him. He kissed back. I reached under his t-shirt. He was lean and smooth. We made out for a while before I got down on my knees, pulled his dick out and got to work. He was a nice size, uncut with lots of foreskin. He got hard fast and stayed hard. What it is to be 26.

I asked if he wanted to fuck. Sure did. We talked about rubbers. He was relaxed about it but preferred to fuck raw with neg guys. Suits me. I backed onto him slowly, just with spit for lube. Took a few minutes for my hole to relax enough to get him all the way in. Then it was all on. He was an athletic fucker, holding me by the hips and fucking up into me, real fast and hard. He had endurance: we must have gone for about 15 minutes which seemed a long time at the pace he was going. Then I felt him tense up, he pulled me hard against him, groaned and then slumped forward.

We rested like that a few minutes. When he pulled out I squatted down to taste my arse juice and lick him clean. After a while he said he wanted to see if there were other guys looking for action. We wandered down the track to check things out around the lower bridge. He got involved in a few scenes, one with a group of half a dozen guys (he squatted down and sucked off one guy before fucking an older guy who looked like the one with the beercan dick who's fucked me in the park a few times. Later he hooked up with a guy who looked like a young Elvis and had a nice dick. My German buddy sucked him for 15 minutes till Elvis blew his load.

All kinda fun. I haven't heard from him again. He has taken down his ID on the cruising site so I guess he's moved on to the next town.

Samoans

On the track up the hill yesterday I came face to face with a young guy heading down. He stopped, looked at me and grabbed his crotch. OK, we're on. We headed off the track into the trees.

He looked familiar but I couldn't place him. He was Samoan, nice looks, short black hair, Raybans. We stopped under a tree, he pulled his dick out and pushed my head onto it. He had a nice dick, cut, maybe 7", with a big fat head on it. We mixed it up. I blew him for a while, then he gave me a rough face fuck. We went at it for about 20 minutes before he pulled out, zipped up, shrugged and headed back down the track. I figured he had decided he wasn't going to come.

Half an hour later I ran into him again up the top of the hill. He was still horny. I blew him a little bit more but he was kinda jittery and took off after five minutes. Half an hour later he found me in a little clearing where I was lying enjoying the sun. He said he needed somewhere more private. We headed down below the main track and found a spot that was completely out of sight of passers by. I blew him while he got all poppered up. At the same time I reached up and worked his nipples with my fingers, then pulled him down onto me and chewed them harder.

I told him I wanted to eat his arse. He dropped his pants and knelt facing up the hill so I could get into his arse. Oh yes. He had a hairless crack and a tight little hole. And did he love getting rimmed. After a minute he started whimpering. I've never heard anything like it. I think he would have let me eat him all day. He squirmed when I tried to get a finger into him so I just went back to rimming him, reaching under his belly for his tits while he had his nose jammed in a bottle of amyl. He folded his dick back and got me to suck that from behind.

Eventually my neck and jaw couldn't take the angle any more. He stood up and got me to blow him. Still didn't look as if that was going to get him off. I wrapped an arm around his waist, bit onto a nipple and jacked his slimy dick hard and fast with the other hand until he started moaning. I bent down and took his load in my mouth. I kept it on my tongue and showed it to him but he didn't lean over for some mouth to mouth. It was all kind of fun but I didn't get off. And I couldn't persuade him to fuck me, at least not without a rubber.

About 4am this morning I got a text from last week's Samoan saying he wanted to fuck me now. I texted him back about lunch time and he said to come on over. It sounded as if he had been partying since Friday but he was real horny. Same routine as last time, only now we knew we were both into hard nipple work. He sat on his bed jacking himself and then grabbed my nipples to pull me down onto his dick. While I blew him I reached up and rubbed his tits.

After a few minutes of this he reached across for a jar of grease. I thought it was Crisco but it felt a bit different when he rubbed it into my arse. He greased up his dick at the same time. Then I realised from the smell: he was using coconut oil. It wasn't quite warm enough to liquefy. He wanted to get inside me. He put me on my back with a pillow underneath my hips.

I told him to go slow: I had been sitting on my big dildo last night and my arse was pretty sore. He said it looked from my swollen arse lips as if I had just been fucked. He twisted my nipples and pushed straight in anyway. He was hard and it hurt, but it was a good hurt. He soon lifted the pace, pulling all the way out and then all the way back in. He pushed his nips into my face one at a time so I could chew on them while he fucked me. With my arse being so sore I could feel every stroke. At one point he had the full length of his dick inside and all his weight on top of me. It was like having an 8" solid bar inside being forced against my prostate by a big heavy guy. I was groaning and running my hands up his back. He told me to wrap my legs more tightly round his butt.

He didn't last much longer. All of a sudden he started banging me hard and fast, his eyes went wild and his face twisted up as he blew a load into me. I sucked him clean after he pulled out. I reached down and pulled some of his jizz out of my arse and licked my finger while I jacked myself. Nice.

We lay there for a while. He had said he could give me as many loads as I wanted but he was looking pretty weary. I think the partying was catching up with him. I think he must have decided he needed to get me off so he could get some more sleep. He started working my nipples again and I hardened up fast. I said I wanted to eat his arse. He squatted on the edge of the bed while I ate out his coconut-flavoured arsehole. I asked him if he wanted a load. Sure. I put him on his back and got him to hold his ankles while I pushed in. I fucked him fast for a few minutes before blowing a load inside him. He was leaking a little bit after I pulled out. I knelt down and licked up all I could find. He was asleep before I was out the door.

Flip

Got a message on Saturday from a guy I didn't know. We exchanged emails. Long story short, he was basically a top, into some of the same stuff as me (rimming, nipple play, bareback) and was looking for a fuck. He said he was negative. We arranged to hook up at his apartment across the road from the park.

Turned out he was Samoan, late 20s. Taller than me, muscled but not toned, with a short beard. He went straight for my nipples, started soft then worked them harder. I did the same for him. After a few minutes we stripped and he pushed my head down onto his dick. He had a nice piece of hard uncut meat. We played for 10 minutes or so, with him working my tits harder and harder and pulling me down onto his dick.

After I got his dick all slimed up he told me to get on my back, knelt in front of me and slid his dick in raw. He started slow and then went hard and deep. For the next half hour he worked me over in every position: on my knees, on my side (he went in real deep), on my back on the edge of the bed (he stood on the floor and banged me hard).

He made me suck his dick clean every time he took it out to change positions, telling me to taste my arse juice. At one point he told me to lick his arse. He lay on his back and lifted his legs. His hole was clean but not soapy. I licked him, pushed my tongue in, chewed on his arse lips. Then I asked if he wanted some dick. Yep. I was real hard. I slid my dick in raw, pushed in and out slowly a few times, then got up on my feet and started banging him from above. Pelvis to pelvis. He liked it.

I took a pause after a few minutes. We went back to the tit play. I kept telling him to work my nipples harder, told him to do some damage. He started using his nails. I kept working on his, though he wanted me to flick them rather than pull them.

Eventually he started fucking me again. The tit play was getting him close to cumming. He warned me he was nearly there. He pulled me to the edge of the bed and started banging me hard before unloading in my arse. After he finished there was spooge all through his pubic hair. I licked him clean as best I could while collecting the stuff that was leaking out of my arse and sucking it off my fingers. He liked that.

He wanted to see me cum. He got back on top of me, stuck his cock (still hard) back in my mouth and started to work my nipples extra hard. I lasted a couple of minutes then blew all over my belly.

He left a big load inside me. I was leaking spooge that night.

Sounded as if he was interested in a repeat some time. Suits me. Haven't heard anything from FB since my last post so I need some other options.

FB

I seem to have found myself a fuckbuddy. He hit me up on squirt a few weeks ago. I agreed to head over the hill to his place to get fucked.

We'll call him FB. He's Maori, younger than me and he's hot - six foot something, big chest, strong legs, not a gym body but muscled. And he's exclusively top.

The first time we had a short exchange on whether he would fuck me wrapped or raw. His profile said he was into barebacking but when we chatted online he told me a different story. We chatted some more. We confirmed we had each recently tested neg.

He's not a guy with a lot of small talk. Soon enough he led me upstairs to his bedroom. His profile hadn't been exaggerating: big piece of meat, uncut and smooth. I sucked him for a few minutes until he signalled he wanted to get into my arse. He got me to bend over the bed and pushed slowly into me from behind, raw, taking a couple of hits of poppers. Nice. We continued for half an hour, bent over the bed and then doggy style, before he started to bang me hard and then dropped a load inside me.

I headed home feeling well fucked. At one point in the afternoon I farted a whole lot of jizz in my shorts. Out of curiosity I tasted it. Nice. I squatted down to see if I could push out more. There was a whole handful. I licked up the lot. This was hot. Believe it or not I hadn't done that before.

A few days later we hooked up again. I told him I had been leaking spooge all afternoon after our last fuck, that I had pushed his load out of my arse and eaten it. He chuckled at that. This time we tried a few new things. He got me on my back and fucked me with my legs down behind my ears while he looked at me. Then for a while he had me on my side so he could push in real deep. Again he took a few pauses to stop himself from coming before settling in to bang me hard and fast and drop a load inside me.

Third time was today. When we went upstairs and I knelt in front of him to suck his dick I found he was hard even before I started. He's not aggressive when he's getting blown. I said I liked it rough. I got on my back with my head over the side of the bed and told him to fuck my throat. He pushed all the way in and fucked me until my throat was all slimy, though he still wasn't as rough as I would have liked. From this position I was able to lift my face up and lick his taint and get my tongue into his arsehole. He had a little tight hole and his arse was slightly musky but soon enough he got up and turned me round so he could fuck me.

We went at it for a few minutes with me on my back and him pushing into me from above. He paused, said he didn't want to come just yet. Then he said he had partly come inside me. When he started moving again I quickly realised he had put a full load inside me: earlier it had been a smooth fuck (I had put some gun oil in my arse before setting off). Now the feeling of his dick moving in and out of my arse was squeaky rather than smooth. I've only felt that maybe a couple of times before when I've been fucked while I've had a load in me. It's a wonderful sensation. And on top of that I started to feel his cum leaking out of my arse and running down my crack while he was fucking me. I reached down and got a few fingerloads which I sucked off while I looked up at him. He smiled but didn't seem interested in getting a taste of it himself. He turned me on my side and we fucked slowly for a while.

He was watching the clock - he needed to head out for a job interview. We've got five minutes to make you good, he announced. He took a few deep hits of amyl, hardened up and started pumping me deep and hard before announcing he was coming inside me again. After I got home I squatted and pushed his load out into my hand and licked it all up. This could become habit-forming.

So there you have it. The guy is hot, no doubt about it. He seems uncomplicated - he's only interested in fucking me, his only obvious kink seems to be that he prefers to fuck raw. He doesn't kiss, shows no interest in rimming or armpits or piss or any of my other kinks. There's nothing faggy about him, from what he's said he's not really into the gay scene. With his body and dick and looks he could pull plenty of younger guys but I don't get the impression he's getting his dick into someone new every night. Maybe he's a bit shy. He says he really likes my arse. And perhaps he gets a kick of the fact I'm taking his loads.

Whatever the reason I'm not complaining. In fact I'm hoping I'll get more of him. Funnily enough it's the idea of sleeping with him or having a beer with him rather than getting fucked by him that is starting to interest me more. We'll see where it all leads.

There are a few other spoogy stories from the past few weeks that I need to write up.